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[04 Feb 2006|02:16pm]
massss confusion.
but then again its been a while since the last time.
maybe im just tripppin out.
i think too much?
i hope that job works out.
i can pay off alot of stuff , the important stuff and then go see someone ive been missing lots.

only time will tell
i hate haveing to succumb to that, but hey it slife.
writing in cursive

[11 Jan 2006|09:29pm]
weekends dont get any better
writing in cursive

[04 Dec 2005|05:47pm]
[ mood | tired ]

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.



In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.



You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.



You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.



Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.



Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.



You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.



In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.







strangely true.
i see your lies \\\ writing in cursive

ahhhhhhhh [13 Oct 2005|01:57am]
[ mood | contemplative ]

its been a while
but most of you know whats up with me
if not
ive kind of been tunning out
but i got a job now and ill be racking in dough so i can go ou more often
life is really trivial these days
i think i know what i want then im like oh no, then i regret declining. its weird
all i want is peace of mind
a lover like in the notebook haha (wishful thinking)
gear!
a new singer haha

and i want more of YOU around
yes, you.

i see your lies \\\ writing in cursive

[11 Jun 2005|11:39am]
so far,
sickest bday weekend ever.
i like friends.
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[24 May 2005|03:07pm]
goals for the summer:

raise money for tour.
get better at poker.
party hard.
find a nice girl to be cute with.



come to the show friday.
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[14 May 2005|03:43am]
im feeling shitty and my heart hurts alot.
i wish so bad id didint have to be done, but it finally has been done.
i see your lies \\\ writing in cursive

[12 May 2005|02:18pm]
im stoked for darkest hour's new album, cant wait to hear it.
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[27 Apr 2005|12:18pm]
24 owns you
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[19 Apr 2005|12:49am]
-going to school next sem.
-got FFX1, sweet.
-moved in with dad in cool neighbourhood, in a very cool apartment. i love it.
-friends rule
-i got a dog. lab\boxer. coolest dog ever.
-hair short
-i want new clothes
-want more money
-want love


hows that for an update?
i see your lies \\\ writing in cursive

[17 Feb 2005|02:39pm]
[ mood | tired ]

A is for AGE: 19
B is for BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND: nope
C is for CAREER IN FUTURE: whatever happens
D is for DAD'S NAME: Jose
E is for ESSENTIAL ITEM TO BRING TO A PARTY: beer and mints
F is for FAVOURITE SONG AT THE MOMENT: wake the dead - comeback kid
G is for GUY/GIRLS YOU'VE KISSED: errr only a few mattered
H is for HOMETOWN: laval
I is for INSTRUMENTS YOU CAN PLAY: guitar, drums, bass
J is for JOB TITLE: i do everythign at work
K is for KIDS: someday
L is for LIVING ARRANGEMENTS: apt with dad soon
M is for MIDDLE NAME: Jose hehe
N is for NUMBER OF PEOPLE YOU'VE SLEPT WITH: none of your business
O is for OVERNIGHT HOSPITAL STAYS: none
P is for PHOBIAS: not any yet...serious at least
Q is for QUOTE YOU LIKE: if i could only make you make you want to want me
R is for RELATIONSHIP THAT LASTED THE LONGEST: 4 months
S is for SEXUAL POSITION: whatever does the job
T is for TIME YOU WAKE UP EVERYDAY: depends
U is for UNIQUE TRAITS: im skinny. i have awesome eyes
V is for VEGETABLE YOU LOVE: tomatoe....even tho i think its a fruit
W is for WORST HABIT: saying things i shouldnt, fall easily
X is for XRAY'S YOU'VE HAD: 3-4
Y is for YUMMY FOOD YOU MAKE: KD haha
Z is for ZODIAC SIGN: gemini






well that took liek 5 minutes.

reminder , were playinga show friday at linco. we havent played in a long time, it woudl be nice to see lots of people there.

on another matter, thigns are going good. no girl problems, not worth my time. i love my friends, seriously the best dudes ever and i wouldnt change them for anything. things arent AMAZING but im happy and thats what matters right?

i see your lies \\\ writing in cursive

[17 Jan 2005|03:30pm]
nigga i'm from NEW YAWWK, NEW YAWWK says:
dudeee youre in that band
nigga i'm from NEW YAWWK, NEW YAWWK says:
tons of preteen girls want to blow you


mel como owns you
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[16 Jan 2005|02:07am]
The truth about men & women. [ i didn't write this ] but so trueee.

It’s amazing that assholes can get girls. Actually, now that I think of it, it’s not that amazing. They are assholes at heart, but to meet girls they lavish their undying love. IT’S A CHARADE. They act nice, friendly, and they listen… until they get into what they’re after. Their prey thinks they are in love with them, however when they realize what assholes their predators really are, they pretend like the asshole is really nice inside. The girl tries to change the asshole into a nice guy, but assholes will always be assholes. She gets upset and goes to the nice guy to complain about the asshole. But she claims to love the asshole… now this is where the theory begins. She doesn’t want to look like she is easy so she wont dump the asshole right away, instead she will stay with the asshole. Girls are idiots. They don’t realize that the nice guy has been there all along. He never had to pretend to be a good guy to get girls because he is naturally like that. However, girls don’t see it for some reason or another. They look at the nice guy as a friend, a trusted companion to whom they can tell their sad story to about their asshole boyfriend. But the nice guy isn’t THAT naïve. He was trying to get the girl to notice him that he has been listening to all along. The problem is that since he is a nice guy he keeps listening. Since girls get attached to things that pay attention to them, they think of the nice guy as a friend. A FRIEND. They don’t say, “Oh he’s hot” or think of him as boyfriend material cuz hes the nice guy, they just want the emotional support. When they get the emotional support from the nice guy, they don’t need it from the asshole. The nice guy gets the shit end of the stick while the asshole gets all the action. I am starting to wonder if being a nice guy is really the route to take to get action… I have been down this path for all of my post-pubescent life and it has gotten me NOWHERE… at least not in the women department. Perhaps another reason why girls fall for the asshole is because assholes ignore the girl they are with. The women wonder, “Why isn’t he paying attention to me?” so they explore why. They poke and prod and get closer to the asshole. They start to get easier with each attempt to get closer. The asshole finally says, “I’ve let this beauty dangle long enough, time to boat this bass”. It is then he puts on his charade and the girl feels like she has won him… even thought all she has won is an asshole. Once you have gone down the path as a nice guy or a “listener” you can’t turn back. The girl will always go after the assholes because there are always nice guys there to listen. Once you realize that you are a “listener” you cant do anything about it… just pack up and close shop. There is no way you will ever get that girl you like to notice you as more than a friend … ever. There is and never will be a situation where the nice guy will get the girl he has a crush on. It just doesn’t work like that. The girl wont “come to her senses” and realize what an asshole her boyfriend is like in the movies… instead she will just go after another asshole, and unless you stop being a nice guy, she will never go after you. Women complain that there are no nice guys in the world. Right. They are obviously not looking hard enough because there are nice guys EVERYWHERE!!!! Girls aren’t looking for nice guys… they say they are but they’re not. They are looking for the perfect asshole, but there is NO SUCH THING as the perfect asshole. All in all, the nice guy gets the shaft. To all the girls out there with boyfriends that don’t treat you with respect, that don’t listen to you, and that don’t care about you I say this; look next to you. The guy that has been standing next to you the whole time is the guy you have been looking for. He is what you want your asshole to be like. He knows more about you than you know about yourself… because he has listened to it all.


im not sure if i agree. i picked it up somewhere off a friend. what do you think guys
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[16 Jan 2005|12:23am]
im going to syracuse on saturday, i hope its fun.
i have no money
i eat way too much
i sleep waaaay too much.
im sick
and i dont care anymore.
cuz im better than that

and i love my friends
writing in cursive

[10 Jan 2005|06:03am]
[ mood | crushed ]

hey i havent updated in a long time, and i decided to update tnight i dont know why. im heartbroken, im sick ,. im tired, im unproductive, im discouraged, im poor and, i have the best friends the world could ever offer me.

thanks nick, chris steve mike jemz. if it isnt for you guys im nothing.and id be dead somewhere. you guys make my day everyday.
i love you guys

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[07 Sep 2004|10:11pm]
i will watch you bleeeed.

i started listening to it dies today again, its been a while
i still have to get a hold of their new release. ive been told its not so good, but ivbe been told new underoath isnt good as well and i love it. not for what underoath was or became. but for what it is its amazing.
so i cant wait to hear the new it dies today.

a reminder to all that give a shit we will be palying with Hopesfall and BBABH at lx on the 19th tickets are 10 dollars in advance i beleive. so please make it if you can, and support your friends or local scene or whatever excuse you wanna use, be there.

whats new? nothign much really. i might be going out less. i need to save up money, were going back to the studio sometimes in the near future, and were getting a van by the end of the month if all goes well. so i need $$ for that. and going out + food blalbal isnt very economic.

but ill make exceptions for the few's friendship i value and hold close to my heart.

isabel i love you but iw ant my hat back soon, so wear it all you want while you can haha :)

woo i might get used to this posting stuff.
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[31 Aug 2004|07:26pm]
i have to get my life back in order. end some thigns to finsish others.im sorry. my immaturity and poor sense of future happenings have made it come to this.

i just need cooperation and help from the people that are part of my other "plans" but we cant have everything.

good news is the david icke videos is fucking killer. im only 2 hours in .and its so amazing. simons gonna lfip out when he sees it ,. weve been waititng too long to get this information.

thanks for those who came alast thursday even though we played super late cuz of that cra[ppy band psychotic 4. oh well. thanks so much anyways it was hekka fun.

i havent written on this thing for a hwile. maybe its time i start??
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[30 Jun 2004|08:37pm]
so my otherhalf has aprted me for now....
oi feel empty
and yea i miss her alot
but i had the best time while i was with her
i love you creep.



in other news
I NEED A JOB
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[21 Jun 2004|04:23pm]
she's the best thing that ever happened to me
werd
ill be back wed morning. i miss you all
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[18 Jun 2004|04:21am]

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